|Affectionately known as Drunk Santa.|
My ginormous project, in which Studio Love bitch slaps Richard Serra, is on hold for the holidays (really, almost the entire thrill is to write those words) (even as the term "bitch slap" might be among the most offensive in the English language) (but damn, it is so effective sometimes). For better or worse, I set aside my spinning and picked up my knitting needles. A week ago, I had a minor crisis when I realized that one project was definitely not going to be finished in time. Plan B was enacted and I feel confident that it was the wise choice even as I am still working on it. More detail than that, I can not share.
Also filling this holiday season for me is that I am part of a team of goddesses offering care and support for a friend who has been recently diagnosed with late stage cancer. Goddess is her word but I'll take it. At the moment, there is not a lot of hands-on care to be given, rather I think we are all mostly in the stage of simply adjusting to the news, and it is an adjustment that takes its own toll in a way. It feels eerily familiar, as much of what is going on is very similar to what happened to Colette two years ago. At the same time, this friend is very different and part of my challenge has been to not take Colette into the room with me, or at least, to notice when I am doing that. Of course, this is my reality of it. Her reality is quite different - for her, it is every second of every day, without the luxury of taking a break. As another friend put it, we are enjoying our NYD status (Not Yet Disabled). It is simply a matter of time.
Darkness. Light. I love this season because it is so dark, and in that way, so filled with potential - the light is always there. No need to go searching for it....it will come. It will come.
Speaking of light, may I extend my sincerest thanks to you, dear readers, for hanging out with me for another year! Drunk Santa and I wish you good cheer and good health for this holiday season - see you in the new year! XOX