Yes, I guess that's exactly how I feel right now.
Actually, what happened was that I spent the day getting deeper and deeper into an ugly mood of self-pity and bitter resentment to the point where I was ready to burst into tears if anyone looked my way. And then it was time for yoga class! Now it can be told that, in fact, I was the leader of the yoga class ("teacher" might be too generous a word). So I had to get my act together and set a good example of breathing into the tension, etc.. You know what happened? The yoga actually worked. By the time we reached the meditation part, I could see clearly that my so-called problems were in fact a case of overflowing blessings. I was taking my enormous privilege and twisting it all upside down. I wanted to laugh out loud. And then I felt a bit foolish for all the whining I have been doing - my apologies!
The yoga class ended and one member of the class brought celebratory cookies,
and then we posed for a picture.
When I got home, I took another look at the yarn I spun this afternoon - you know, just to take the edge off.
What? Did you think I would be handling all that fleece and not take a little tipple?
Whoa! Now I am laughing out loud!
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